Composed

A bear’s world begins 

with her body:  self-contained, 

neither bold nor shy, she forages

without fear, rakes the thorny thickets

of blackberries, rips open 

yellow jacket nests, scoops larvae

from the papery hexagonal cells.  

In wet sand or earth, pressed deep,

the smooth cups of her tracks

hold light, collect rain water, shimmer

with her presence long after

she has wandered upriver 

searching for salmon.

Winter Solstice 

Here, where shore pines cling

to the cliffs, where waves pound sea stacks

and wind mingles salt spray and rain,

the wrentits wait out winter storms

tucked deep in the thickets of salal, 

coyote brush, and huckleberry.

Pressed close for warmth, 

their two hearts beat in unison,

an ecstasy of feathers.

And far upriver where rain falls

so fast it is its own thicket, 

and Panther Creek swells and spills

into the Elk, the water ouzel flies

underwater and emerges singing,

each note winding higher, dancing

like a violin above the bass

of river tumbled stone.

Joy the wild hearts of the wrentits beat,

Joy illimited sings the water ouzel.

Joy to be bird and not to want spring,

not to want anything but to live here,

on this rocky coast in winter wind and rain.

Unwavering

Here, where wind blows upriver

fingering the water’s silks,

and willow leaves shimmer

green white green white

like eyes opening and shutting

in the sun; here, where dragonflies

skim on transparent wings

and the merganser herds 

her brood of ducklings

into an eddy; here

it is impossible not to say

the wild is tender.

Look:  caddisflies walk under water

in gem-studded sheathes.  

Needle thin fish flash between pebbles

in the shallows.  A spotted sandpiper

scrapes a nest in gravel.

And mid-winter when the river

floods, topples firs from hillsides,

jams logs against boulders, breaks

the willow’s fingerhold on cobble,

is the wild not tender?

If the sun’s gentlest touch

on a willow leaf is not love,

if the river’s hardest thrust

of water on rock is not love,

if to set down roots, wind deep

in cobble, clutch stone,

withstand flood, bend and whirl

then spring free of the water’s grasp

is not love, what is?

 

Look:  wind turns willow leaves

in the sun, green white green 

white green, and the caddisfly slips

from its underwater casque,

spreads four diaphanous wings,

unfolds in sunlight.